APS TOGETHER
Day 4
Chapter 2, pp. 63-83 (through “Oh, I’d love to Pacifica,” said Mrs. Copperfield, running out of the room.”)
December 6, 2020 by Claire Messud
In Panama City, Mrs. C says to Mr. C, “I feel so lost and so far away and so frightened…” [p.64] Pacifica & Mrs. Quill are her nest in the Godless world. Suffering a sort of spiritual agoraphobia, she longs for the security of the Hotel de las Palmas.
For Mrs. C, “A little spot of gin” offers comfort: “At a certain point gin takes everything off your hands and you flop around like a little baby.” Bowles too liked a drink – a respite from the relentless effort of living authentically.
“Mrs. Copperfield sensed that Pacifica was proud of her. She realized that all this time Pacifica had been waiting to show her to her friends and she was not so sure that she was pleased.” Friendship has its economy; disconcerting when it’s not as one had thought.